Sunday, September 02, 2007Y
When love is in Excess, It bRingS a Man no HonOuR & no WoRthiNeSs..
...あなだのｈｅａｒｔをほしいです...
went to da's lion dance place there to bai for 7 month..brot back a pail of funny things that i never eat..LOL...no idea wad to do w them..hehe
kinda feel weird now...went to nap just now..suddenli woke up at 8 plus..felt panic for a while..for i felt lost..coz i nv get ani msg or call from him..the kind of panic i felt..was hard to describe..no idea why is it lidat..cried..coz i hate this feeling..the feeling of not having you w me..the feeling of not being important to you animore..HaiZ...just tell mi how can i leave you..?
actualli..kinda angry w moiself..think that i've realli got too much of the free time...coz i think tat moi mind is playing pranks on me..had crazy ideas in d morning..felt like getting another tatoo..~~ i wan have something..but no idea where wan to put it and what to put..hehe..guess its a way for me to relief..moi stress? LOL
school starting soon next wk..results should b out tml..life should be getting back to normal le..think i'll try to get moi mind off from unhealthy stuffs..think should get back on track..with moi life..school..tuition..school..
Being emo..is a very deadly disease..at least for me..i realli hated it..it can just suddenli drive moi mood..to the darkness..i wan to be happie...mayb i should b happie already...coz i'm in love..?then..can explain to me..why do i feel those emptiness inside? LOL
p.s. emo-strike in progress..kaoz..
~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~
