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ㄏㄏ 心理小小的高興耶

我的寶貝昨天給了我一個大大的驚喜耶 但是...

有一點怕怕的..殊不知這樣的開心能撐多久..

我想...

因為在這段愛情裡..

扮演了一直付出ㄉ那一方

往往因為愛ㄉ比較多

而也會傷ㄉ比較重吧...

你是真ㄉ在乎我..需要我...

我真ㄉ不會再去相信

一個我當朋友怕被傷害, 但卻把我當屁ㄉ人..

傷心...

因為我覺得我已經盡力了 是時候要多愛自己一點了

因為好愛你

好愛好愛你...

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

...SUrprise~~~....

I've just cried...how? moi darling..gave mi a surprise bdae present..(even though abit earli)..by putting this big mashi maro on moi bed when i was off to sch...i got shocked...but aft tt..cried...touched...for he nv did these things before...

thanks darling..for giving mi such a present..its the thought of giving mi surprise that makes mi so sooooooo happi...tot u would just forgot abt moi bdae...i'll hug d mashi maro to slp every nite now k~ =)

lUv u so Much much..hehe...THankz baby..!!

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

愛我, 好嗎?

今天 想換一種不一樣ㄉ方法來寫網誌 但知道大家都會看不懂ㄝ..

突然 有享家的感覺耶!!

所以想要用最親切的語言來寫下我ㄉ心情...

現在的我 還是會絕得我身處在一個不是我該在ㄉ城市

周圍的一切都既親切 但又陌生...

這裡 真是一ㄍ充滿回憶ㄉ地方ㄚ...

但是好像傷心ㄉ贏了!! m( _ _ )m

不知道為什麼... 明明就累到沒有力氣了

還死都不放棄 不知道在ㄍㄧㄥ什麼...

常常ㄡ 都ㄚ 自己一個人 胡思亂想..

想著想著就會哭ㄡ..

付出了這麼多 好像永遠都不會夠ㄝ...

難道說...

我真的是上輩子 欠了他的?

還是 是我的報應..?

每天每天 心理擔心的事都一樣

越不想ㄑ想 但偏偏又越會在腦裡浮現...

好累好累 付出這麼多但卻都看不到以後

我想我該學著放手....

p.s 也許明天 會有一個人 真ㄉ只愛我....

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

Am in a very funny mood now...decided to blog..LOL..depressing times...couldn't realli get myself out of it these days..no idea why.. Uncertainty drowning me...jealousy..eating me up from inside...can no longer tolerate the sight of her...the sound of her name...it might make me sound just so much like a bitch...but i dun care...i'm a bitch..so wat..haiz... moi bdae is coming...but guess nothing special will happen..it will just be so much of another day..LOL...life..getting more n more pointless..couldnt realli see a direction to go.. tired...had used up all my energy...to struggle..to fight...giving up bit by bit...trying to walk away step by step..itll nv be easy...but neither is lying to myself.. Just..is there anione..who will realli care abt how i feel? afterall..i just wan you to care...

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

...LifE...

10 days had gone..since i last updated..many things happened..but no will of writing up here..no idea why...

pondering over the same old question..if i can see no real future..is there a point to carry on? LOL.. faught w him a few days ago..some thing that had realli upset me..it might seemed to him tt its such a small thing..but to me..w not much security left..its big enough..to defeat me..aniway..i've learnt something...the more u care..the more hurt you'll feel..since there is no will to change..then i'll choose not to care..tired..exhausted..mentally n physically..d next time similar things happen..guess i'll choose to let go..how easy would that be? it could never possibly b easy..for love..is so deep..

going out w xy n esther tml..since tt he's not free..i'm trying to enjoy my life as much now..preparing myself..if one day i've gotta b left alone..at least..emptiness will not..or at least not as bad..drown me..till death..

glad to knoe that my gf..had walked out of her relationship..perhaps glad is not suppose to be the word..but..i think..at least she learnt lessons out of tt..n will b much more ready for the next to come..babe..hope your prince charming will come sooner..luv ya always~

P.S. lucky i'm back in sch..decided to shift the centre focus of moi life..back to studies...i'm losing the will to fight...

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

....YEAH!!!!!....

*phew*..YeaH..finalli results' Out..HaPpie!!! coz i Manage to PAss ALl...Nv saY v FAntastic d resulT la..Not sAy sUpER gooD oR wAd..buT stiLl..At LEaSt paSsEd..LOL

todAy..dOnnoE is gOod oR Bad..Moi leSbo paRtnEr..Shi Lian..v sad for her...wonder y...love is so hard to come by...

nvm..she's a strong girl..i believe..she'll be fine n happie in no time...girl..if u wanta cry..i'll lend u moi shoulder k~ big enough for sure..coz became fat le..hehe luv ya so much~=)

new term is starting...guess i'll use more energy to study..wanting to achieve good result..so as moi life would have become more fulfilling..

P.S..i still love moi darling alot..*hugZ* ehhe :P

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

...あなだのｈｅａｒｔをほしいです...

went to da's lion dance place there to bai for 7 month..brot back a pail of funny things that i never eat..LOL...no idea wad to do w them..hehe

kinda feel weird now...went to nap just now..suddenli woke up at 8 plus..felt panic for a while..for i felt lost..coz i nv get ani msg or call from him..the kind of panic i felt..was hard to describe..no idea why is it lidat..cried..coz i hate this feeling..the feeling of not having you w me..the feeling of not being important to you animore..HaiZ...just tell mi how can i leave you..?

actualli..kinda angry w moiself..think that i've realli got too much of the free time...coz i think tat moi mind is playing pranks on me..had crazy ideas in d morning..felt like getting another tatoo..~~ i wan have something..but no idea where wan to put it and what to put..hehe..guess its a way for me to relief..moi stress? LOL

school starting soon next wk..results should b out tml..life should be getting back to normal le..think i'll try to get moi mind off from unhealthy stuffs..think should get back on track..with moi life..school..tuition..school..

Being emo..is a very deadly disease..at least for me..i realli hated it..it can just suddenli drive moi mood..to the darkness..i wan to be happie...mayb i should b happie already...coz i'm in love..?then..can explain to me..why do i feel those emptiness inside? LOL

p.s. emo-strike in progress..kaoz..

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

...Nice Surprise... TOdAy..it Rained like shit in the afternoon..sudden down pour..have no idea why the weather is like that now a days..global warming is experienced so vividly..this afternoon..hehe..its suppose to be like hot n dry season for the past 2 months..yet rained almost everyday.. but!! an v amazing thing happened to me today...hehe...i was walkin home..in moi sun glass..aft that madnesss down pour...donnoe what made mi look up to the sky...i could see the sun shining...n guess what..!! I SAW RAINBOW~~~~~ hehe..so pretty...it is just below a cloud next to d sun...n could onli be seen when i was in d sun glass..so sweet...hehe Rainbow..had brightened up moi day..

~~*<3 she toLd d StoRy..<3*~~

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