woO...it has been raining for days...so happie...coz so cold cold...go out time..feel like as if i'm back home...back at taiwan..hehe
Its actually amazing..how much i felt so attached to that place...even though i've been here for almost 11 yrs now...i still longing to return there..even just for a whil.e..hehe...guess...i realli miss home..there...has the memories of home...everyday after school..go home...can see people waiting at home..asking to eat..watch tv together...haIz...just that it will nv be d same animore..
Everytime..when i'm at my da's house...i feel the family love..that they have for each other..even though da would always disturbs his bro shaney boi..haha..they just look so loving...n some times..i feel...so out of place...i would feel that i'm intruding..people's privacy...going into people's family..n donnoe for wad...they are very nice..realli very nice to me...treat me as if i'm like their daughter...they feel proud of me..when i excel in something...n i'm really greatful..n thankful for their love...coz...they don't really need to be that nice..they are not really obligated to be nice to me..but they do...which really warms my heart...
Family love..people tend to take for granted..coz you could see them everyday..so when someone nags at you..you'll lose temper n all...just wait till one day that someone is gone..perhaps..you'll feel like me...
I know exactly why i miss my family so much...coz it is the only place..where i'll be loved..doted on...no matter what i did...n i would no need to prove myself just in order to be loved..
i'm MisSing hOme...terribly...